I've been docked at port far too long,
Watched you fall for every siren's song.
I'm jumping ship, mutineering to cut the mooring lines;
Tie me up and toss me overboard before I change my mind.
Let's weigh anchor; this ship has sailed.
I'm forsaking the Great White Whale.
I watched you drown the Titanic,
But I won't go down with this friendship.
The horizon bleeds red sunrise;
Tempests rage behind monsoon eyes.
There are monsters of my own design waiting to drag me beneath;
I could go two thousand leagues if only you would go with me.
Let's weigh anchor; this ship has sailed.
I'm forsaking the Great White Whale.
I watc
Secret high hopes, unsent love notes;
Sex dreams, red strings it means nothing.
Hits and misses, empty kisses;
Late-night phone calls I took them all.
I waited year after year for you to come to your senses;
I wasted tear after tear, and yet this love is relentless.
Hard days, late nights; long talks, play fights.
Cuts healed, lines crossed; thirst quenched, sleep lost.
Absence, distance panic-stricken.
Best friends, soul mates; too little, too late.
I waited year after year for you to come to your senses;
I wasted tear after tear, and yet this love is relentless.
I'm not wasting my candles wishing for you thi
I'm over for a few hours: get my fix and use his shower
Nothing new, no this is normal nothing's wrong.
While I admit it's a habit, I wouldn't say I'm an addict
I still function in the morning, once I'm gone.
Why the hell am I still by his side
When I could get my hands on any guy?
I swear that this is the last time.
I can't keep playing with this toy if he becomes a real boy;
He still lingers inside my dreams when he's not between my knees.
I keep trying to play pretend, but he's not made out of tin
Where does this story end?
He stalemates me when I'm open; still, these checkmates go unspoken.
I've bee